Don´t Follow Trends

s?.I don´t follow trends. No matter the century.

I´ve been looking for a personal way of expression for 20 years, I´ve tried to step aside  of movements  not  trying  to avoiding them , not even resisting associations with them,  but just because  I simple wanted to have a  personal dialogue ,  my own way to express my feelings  through art .

In order to achieve it,  in  my compositions  I started observing  the world around me ,  creating amorphous figures but  without  any sense, discovering  de Kooning , for me one of the most  complex and difficult painters,  and by far my favorite I resolved the problem. .

I was going to be the model, a woman, and I had to add to the outside world that surrounded me , the opposing one found in  my inner woman´s   life.

I learned  forms based on myself, I created a dialogue based in women ´s stupidity,  both very  personal observations ,  and finally  my style neither abstract, nor figurative came out , a mix of blended  amorphous something,  abstract and figurative expressionist  figures where embedded  within tempestuous backgrounds, showing altogether  dialogue, failure , anger, drama, happiness . What an explosion.

All my contents are invented, no premeditated or planned, just observations that my memory keeps,  and my brain recycles. A marvelous process of discharging freedom without boundaries or limits, and above all  without the concern of fear.

 Because  maybe  something interesting will come out of it, or not?. But who cares?.

Sexualzation

Inner Out

There are two things that I am concerned about .

First, Should women avoid dressing  or just not dress like whores in order not to be victimized?

Second, the role of women in today´s digital age.

We  live in a society of the objectification of the self,  extremely  sexual.  Today sexualization of women in every music video is accepted.

Women without any problem  brand themselves classifying  their looks, as how tall they are and how slim and beautiful their bodies look .

High heels, a very obvious sign of sexualization, have to do with our insignia, bust size, weight and so forth.

But the media handle reality, the electronic image is manipulated and the game played on the surface at the levels of appearance only loses power the moment you see  the inner real.

Our actual moment is distorting reality, we no longer relate sensuality to intimacy,  the passion for high heels which  deform feet is a torturous nightmare .

Beauty in my paintings of women is a  deformed surface, because  the inner view,  what is inside, is vulnerable, intimacy, emotion and privacy  are avoided because they have to do with ugliness  and  weakness.

We are all shit,  and I am not interested in it anymore, what I paint is my inner imperfect introspection.